3rd paper and screwed

oh well...

Gp is hopeless
Bio paper 2 is quite ugh
Today Math paper 1 was really horrible
So tedious and exhausting.
That's my weakness.
I can't do tedious workings well,
especially without my whiteboard
AND within time constrain.
I guess there were a lot of
Noises in my head that I could get away.

conclusion: Math is horrible and I am horrible in math.
My testimonial is a lie.

wow.

Today was horrendous. Well, not surprised.

Ugh, what a great studying environment, construction outside,
renovation beside. The best. Ever.

I wonder how I will survive.
I wonder.

Tmr is the day

OMG I AM SO NOT READY!!!
Internal screaming.
Holly shit, how did 2 years pass by just like that??
I still remember the first day of school where my mother and I
were walking around exploring my new school compound.
I still remember the first day of school when I was overly
reserved, not looking at anyone in the eye.
I still remember cursing internally when they made us dance with
our orientation group mate of the opposite sex(which I dreaded for the
nxt few days)
I still remember the thrill of topping my class for Math in the Mid Yrs.
I still remember the disappointment of being last in clas for literature.
I can still remember last year ever so vividly.

AND IT IS ALREADY LESS THAN TWELVE HOURS
BEFORE THE START OF MY A LEVELS???!?

I have absolute nothing to say about that.
My stomach has become a butterfly garden.
Eew.
Nope.
I can't exactly put to words how I feel right now.
A mix of worry, nervousness and excitement perhaps?
Nah. Maybe not excitement.

Well I really need LOADS OF LUCK for this examination
I really do... ><
Wish me luck please :)
To all those out there in the same fate as I am,
All the best too!!!

人生的 Drama

父母又冷战了。。。 拜托。这情节已经反复了几百次了。。。 编剧老天爷，能拜托你让这场戏有个完美的结局吗？

Meow's bias list

Taking a secret break from "mugging"
oops

So...Meowzs have biases too...
Let's sort them out then :D

AOA - Jimin/Choa
Apink - Eunji
B2st - Yoseob/Junhyung
CNblue - Minhyuk/Yonghwa
Exo - Chanyeol/Baekhyun
FTisland - Jaejin
F(x) - Victoria
Girlsgeneration - Taeyeon/Tifanny
Girlsday - Minah
Infinite - Woohyun/Dongwoo/Sunggyu
Shinee - Onew/Jonghyun
Sjunior - Ryeowook

for some other groups I do listen to some of their songs... But not into their fandom yet...
well now's definitely not the time!
why do I seem to have left some groups out?

OMG What to do???

I have now a total of 3 to be developed stories in my diary alone and 2 more on Tumblr and Wattpad ><

Someone needs to stop my brain from concocting stories right when its 10+ days to Alvls
OMG

I NEED TO STOP MYSELF >< BUT HOW

Ystd, the last official day in CJ

 Candles~ The wrapper made our hands all blue

Looking silently at the burning flame

Great buddies XD

Looking at this is getting a bit too romantic ahaha!!

 2T29

 2T29 ' 14

  The singing CHOIR peeps.

Grace :) Sopsssss

Last but not least... The awesome Project Work group :D

OMG

Never in my life would I even think about this happening.
LIKE, NEVER.
Hating math since secondary school, doing badly consistently...
To actually seeing this on my testimonial.
WOW.

阿仙 与 阿虹 的故事

阿仙 与 阿虹

A 水准 多20+天就要来临了。。。
好可怕。。。
希望自己能够像这两位战士一样，很坚强的面对这次的挑战！

必须撑下去

加油。

Random creation

It's gonna be daylight
There's gonna be miracles
Though there's always sunset
brought back to midnight...

Fanfiction on wattpad

如果|假设:
http://www.wattpad.com/61169425-%E5%A6%82%E6%9E%9C-%E5%81%87%E8%AE%BE%E3%80%82-exo-fanfic-%EF%BC%88%E4%B8%89%EF%BC%89-%E5%96%9C%E6%AC%A2

Please help vote for my series!

如果|假设 - （二）- 初

Hihi! 第二集出来了哟！

http://www.wattpad.com/58076120-%E5%A6%82%E6%9E%9C-%E5%81%87%E8%AE%BE%E3%80%82-exo-fanfic-%EF%BC%88%E4%BA%8C%EF%BC%89-%E5%88%9D

不该想放弃

今天学校SD课。

不知道现在心里在想什么。

但我现在知道的是，我不能再去想将来的事。

想多了，对自己也没好处。

应该像以前一样，努力读书，

将来的事，就等考完 A水准 再慢慢想也不迟。

老师说，想一想将来，能给自己奋斗的目标与动力，

但在我的立场，想将来，只会带给自己许多不确定，

反而让自己害怕，没法往前。

所以，在当下，我会试着努力，把眼下该尽的责任，

该做的事，全都给做好。

Expanding to Wattpad! :D

Hihi~ I am putting my stories up on this web called Wattpad:)

I expand the stories I have on this blog there~

I edited 2 stories and expanded them alr ehehe~

So please support me by reading them:

Baekhyun:

http://www.wattpad.com/56043925-i-hope-you%27ll-stay-happy-exo-fanfic-chapter-1?utm_source=web&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_info&ref_id=29830001

Kris&Luhan:

http://www.wattpad.com/55758744-%E5%A6%82%E6%9E%9C-%E5%81%87%E8%AE%BE%E3%80%82-exo-fanfic-%E4%B8%80-%E5%81%87%E8%AE%BE%E3%80%82?utm_source=web&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_info&ref_id=29830001

THANK YOU! *BOWS**HUGS*

Chanyeol’s story will be edited and updated soon on Wattpad too :D

也许。。。

也许，是该放弃了。

也许，本来就只是如此。

也许，这只是许多人的梦，而我是其中一个人。

也许，我因为知道这只是梦，所以不知所措。

也许，一切早已住定。

也许，只是也许。

自信

自信，最终是自己给子自己的， 还是有他人给于的？

Dreams

Do Dreams really convey a message to us?
Some believe it does, some don't.
Well, it is hard to decipher especially when your dream
s a normal yet a not normal one. AHAHA!

捆住的欲望

当我们想达到梦想，不踏出第一步是不行的。
但当有人锁绑我们的双脚，把我们捆住时，
我们为一能做的不是等待，而是想办法逃脱。

逃脱有很多方式，其一，把自己的双脚给砍了。
但这是非常愚蠢，冲动的做法。把自己给废了，
还能成功逃脱，面对逃脱后的困难吗？

其二，想办法把铁链解开。
但这就得靠个人运势与能力了。你有那个运气
捡到锁头的钥匙吗？或者，你有能力掰开链子吗？

其三，等。
等到有一天，链子生锈了，便弱了，就可以把它弄断。
又惑者，等待你的英雄出现，把你救出来。
但是，你能等那么久吗？你能确定那一天会来临吗？

其四，你还有希望吗？
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假如说，你成功逃脱了。你下一步会是什么？
你知道你接下来的方向吗？你敢豁出去吗？
你敢放任一博吗？
————————————————————————————
当你踏出了第一步，顾着周围的同时，你得想到下一步。
下一步的下一步。
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许多人其实都还被捆住，当他发现时，会有怎么样的反应呢？
我很好奇。

生命之不可与测

云，是那么的美丽
却蒙上了我双眼。
雾，让人看不见去路
但在散开时，带来喜悦。

心，是那么的贴近
却也会离得那么远。
人，是那只带着面具的野兽，
才不透的心是那么的可悲。