2024年3月18日

hormones... my enemy

Been feeling sad and tired
Don't feel like doing anything
Even while watching drama I find myself not really following the plot
Don't want to get out of the house
Don't feel like I'm in the mood to do anything
Received my parcel and felt a little bit of joy transiently looking at how pretty some of the pieces are ... Then I feel sad again since I don't really go out and thus not going wear them out much.
Kinda annoyed at myself... Was supposed to go out ystd with my sister, then it kinda transited into a family thing and my mum cancelled last minute on us and eventually we ended up staying at home. Suggested to go out with my sis today and now here I am... Not wanting to go out. Why? I don't know.