Needless to say, all the Doctors came from reputable schools. Duh. They're the ones with straight As.
Then I realised a lot of the seniors also came from reputable school too. Hwa Chong, Raffles, NJC, River Valley, Nanyang...
I looked back at my profile.
Wow
Ok.
Growing up I always had this sense of pride when I compared myself to people and they are from neighborhood schools.
As if I am from a different level.
Lol.
Such a bitch.
And those from RI and HCI probably think the same of people like me.
Idk man. There probably are people that don't bother maybe.
But idk why now I still have this sense of... inferiority almost.
Not very good for my mental health huh. But I can't seem to help it.
Can't help but wonder if it's part of the reason why I don't function as well as my colleagues.
Why I am not as outspoken and confident.
But looking back, I have got school mates that are outspoken and confident...
So i guess the problem just lies with me.
Hah.
Ystd was so busy with my shift I didn't get to go for break.
Today I took MC
Cuz of this weird pulling pain down my shoulder to the 4th and 5th fingers both sides. Took some Nsaids and Vitamin B. Hope it helps.
