无语

烦死了。

又多一个没脑没心没肺医生进我的黑名单。

问题出现第一反应是找人怪罪吗？

不该是结局问题吗？

听你在那里巴巴巴的。

烦死。你不也才开始找病人吗？

能耽误你多长时间。

两个人之间沟通有问题，自己不用反思吗。

tmd。

2023

I remember telling myself at the start of the year that I'd leave my current workplace by 2022 December.

Whelp, it's 2023 and I'm still here.

Idk man.

Maybe I have too much insecurities.

Maybe I am lazy to have to adapt to new things.

Maybe it's because my parents keep telling me to leave.

Maybe it's all of that.

I kinda vaguely knew this would happen before stepping foot into society. I never was a person to leave anything halfway through. Unless I was kinda half dead. Like when I spiked a high fever in the middle of the day in school (though I already went to school with a fever).

Otherwise, I cannot name a single time which I proactively left or quitted something.

It's me I guess.

Should I just forget about leaving?