itching... but will I scratch it?

If only I had the courage to just... go on my own...

Can't imagine the stress I would be in though...

Kinda already stressful just looking and imagining myself going through it all.

Will it ever happen? I asked my mum today.

She replied, "Unlikely."

Sigh.

Oh man...

 So, the kid in the house has been in Canada for 1 month now

Looking at all the places she's been... I am so envious.

I wanna go back to Taiwan for a trip.

Taiwan still has it's leisure travel boarders closed though.

Just went and looked through all the stuff I uploaded in Drive.

Gosh the quality compress until I can't tell what is what

What the heck is 360p

Why does it still exist in 2022

LOL.

So I kinda silently made up my mind that if I do go Taiwan again,

I want to book hedo hotel again.

For it's interior and it's service.

Hopefully, it still has the free chauffeur to airport service the next time I do go back.

COVID. WHY.

my advanced care planning

So I was whatsapping a colleague who just left ED to Carehub and somehow the conversation led to staying single ... 

So my plan is to earn as much as I can then when I finally have enough of everything and have reached the state where I can no longer care for myself/ have enough money to sustain crazy healthcare expenses... I'll hire a private nurse to take me overseas, and then start my countdown to my last days. Go sightseeing for a while (if I still can see) then admit to a hospital for euthanasia.

What's the point of being alive, have got no family around anymore (assuming my parents have passed when I reached that state), and have no quality of life.

Right?

Hmm... Looks like I've got quite a bit of a choice huh. Hahaha