2024年10月28日

Jeju Day 1 [21/10/24]

On Board China Eastern Airline and it's so cold out there that my window has frosted slightly 😯❄️
Plane meal which was served at about 2.30a.m.? - Dory fish w/ rice. Was... not bad~ 😋
Reaching Shanghai and saw this structure poking out from the sea of clouds. Was curious and amazed but still got no idea what it is. 🤔
Saw this black (?)Labrador at work, sniffing luggages and wagging its tail so hard it seems it's so very excited and passionate at work 🤣
Lunch at the airport Level 4 - Sea urchin noodles, Stir fried Black pork w/ rice and various banchan (side dishes)
Settled down in Hotel Yeon. Was really impressed by the room amenities, gramophone, boujee Bluetooth speaker, air dresser, analogue book for visitors to leave a note in.
Dinner at 탐라 Tamra Soy Sauce Crab
Was a cold and drizzly day so ... Couldn't really fully enjoy it. The crab wasn't fishy and was really meaty. Think its meatier than the one we tried in SG. The owner was a sweet old lady too.
After dinner we went to Homeplus, a shopping mall with a Fairprice Extra vibe and bought snacks and supper.

Watched Park Shin Hye's drama Judge from the Hell (or smth along that line) while we had supper (strawberry yoghurt cake and this crispy chocolate bread) using the hotel phone holder (right, this was really another interesting and useful thing that is rarely found in hotel rooms. And it is a 2 Star hotel??? I beg to differ!

2024年10月5日

AHHH

Ok I finally managed to set an IV plug after so long... So stressed. Ugh. Ahhhhhh. Though I missed the first attempt...

2024年5月17日

虚惊一场

Sooo... I don't need to go to court now...
The perpetrator has plead guilty.
Didn't feel I was needed from the start actually. The Dr was enough.
Don't know how I became involved in the first place 😵 Was just a translator...
Hahaha was going to take it as a life experience with all the going to court and stuff, but ok, it's better that I'm not needed.
Hope I won't encounter this again. But well... If I do (touch wood) ... I've got some breif experience with this. 😂

2024年5月2日

nervous

Soon going to court...

Nothing too much to worry about since I am not the defendant

Just hope my brain and mouth can filter and coordinate well

Never thought that I would have to be called to court one day

Like... nani?

Haiz...

Got another "interview" again with the prosecutor and police tomorrow...

It's the third one already

Asked me the same questions during the first two

Maybe they're scared I anyhow change my words?

Haha

I have been jotting down notes after the previous meetings 

To remind myself what I have said

So that my brain wouldn't short-circuit and say another thing

The event was in 2021

Who'd remember everything so clearly...

Damn...

Maybe if I said I can't rmb no shit during the first...

I wouldn't be needed in court

But then again...

If my presence would help the victim with her case then...

Aiya.

Had a weird feeling then already when I helped to translate.

What the heck could I have done better to not let it come to this

I still don't know

I was just a friggin translator

Haiz...

2024年4月13日

good day at work

When pt census is low
And the mood is good 👍🏻 

2024年3月18日

hormones... my enemy

Been feeling sad and tired
Don't feel like doing anything
Even while watching drama I find myself not really following the plot
Don't want to get out of the house
Don't feel like I'm in the mood to do anything
Received my parcel and felt a little bit of joy transiently looking at how pretty some of the pieces are ... Then I feel sad again since I don't really go out and thus not going wear them out much.
Kinda annoyed at myself... Was supposed to go out ystd with my sister, then it kinda transited into a family thing and my mum cancelled last minute on us and eventually we ended up staying at home. Suggested to go out with my sis today and now here I am... Not wanting to go out. Why? I don't know. 

2024年3月4日

Rewriting my bucket list now

1. Experience Autumn in Jeju
2. Experience Autumn in Taiwan
3. Experience Spring and Cherry blossoms in Taiwan
4. Sail down the Malacca river into the sunset
5. Experience a Spring Spa bath 
6. Explore more trails and food in SG
7. ( Will continue when more comes to mind )

....
Just realised something
Reflected back on my bucket list when I was a teen
It consisted more of things that I could achieve with monetary power. Thus most of them have been achieved after I started working.
Those that I did not achieve... Were idealistic dreams which have been wiped off the list when pragmatism hits once stepping up into adulthood...

2024年3月3日

不是自己想要的状态

最近。。。总是感到焦虑。。。
焦虑自己和其他同龄在事业途中的成就攀比。。。
焦虑自己没办法和妹妹一样有勇气自己出国旅行一次。。。
焦虑自己明明想活得随心所欲,但又好像做不到。。。
最近。。。总是需要靠别的东西让自己睡着。。。吃药,看大侦探,听广播。。。已经不记得自己最后一次安安静静的自然睡着是什么时候了。。。
这样的自己。。。我想问问。。。你还好吗?

2024年2月12日

2 weeks of break

2 weeks flew by

TOTALLY NOT READY TO START WORK AGAIN.
AHHHHHH
NOOOOOO

TIME TO RETIRE
习惯了躺平生活。。。
不想做工了

2023年12月14日

Day 6 morning

Just did my ART test and boi... Within the first minute the line bold as ever. Today is the last day of my MC though.
Ha.
The bitterness in my mouth has since improved yesterday. Did I mention it was as bad as sucking on a Paracetamol tablet? Oh gosh it really was bad. Thank god that sweets helped a lot.
Don't really want to start working the day after tomorrow... Like... Though I've been resting, it hasn't been enough...

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Update:
Wow. It's like bolded BOLD.
Like. The heck?!

2023年12月11日

Day 3

God... Never have I wanted sweets so badly. My mouth has been bitter the entire day. Like I'm sucking on a panadol tablet the entire day. Now I'm trying to use my jelly bean to push the bitterness down

2023年12月10日

Popped the COVID cherry

Well... It started with me feeling feverish and a headache brewing 
Grabbed a thermometer and checked - 37.7°C
Great. Still had to bite on and compose myself and continue the rest of the remaining 1 hour.
Told my oncoming shift to let me off 10min early since I was feeling unwell and was thankful that they nicely agreed. One of them passingly said "go test".
And so I did.
within the first 5 minutes. I saw that suspicious faint line. I knewI was screwed.

and yep, 10 minutes later, the line so bold as if shaking me up to reality. 4 years of being Covid naive has come to an end. Haha. 

Must have contracted it after a long night of shift at the fever facility, when I pulled the N95 strap wrong and the outside of the mask smacked onto my face.
God. 
Had showered immediately after that, giving my face a good wash.
So it seems... It did not work.
Haha.

Throughout the night my headache was killing me, NSAID didn't help much as I started throwing up bit by bit of what I had eaten for dinner. Definitely from the intestines. It was bitter and not sour like normal throw ups. Took antacid tablets too to make sure I don't have acids murdering me next, but that soon too came back up into the toilet bowl. Such a pathetic joke.

So I alternated sleep with waking up to puke. A total of 10 times... I almost lost count. My heart was pounding at 100bpm, my head threatening to blow up. Knew I had to go see a doctor to get some meds but I resisted the idea of going back to NUH. The patient load there was high enough. So I hung on to my dear life till my GP clinic opened at 8.30am in the morning. Suddenly felt the infection's impact on my brain. Was holding on to my keys, yet went looking for it everywhere. Was holding on to a retch vomit bag only to realise it was gone after I got down the elevator. Had dropped it at the lift lobby upstairs.
Please not let this side effect stay... I'm silly enough.

2023年9月15日

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