Just thought that I would like to share this poem I wrote some time back :)
Wandering around,
Floating about.
Mesmerized by everything,
Curious about anything.
Trying to find a path
To wherever I am supposed to be.
If I could reach out for the stars
To reach out for the one that shines
To define a purpose in that shine
Shine that gives a glimmer.
To reach out or to stay put
To chose the star or let the star choose you.
What defines.
What matters in life.
I am the one in my life.
Wandering around,
Floating about.
Mesmerized by everything,
Curious about anything.
Trying to find a path
To wherever
I WANT to be.
2014年1月5日
2014年1月4日
A pretention
Characters:蓉/ 鹿/ 凡蓉喜欢凡，身为好友的鹿想出个馊主意，让蓉成为自己的假女友，探探凡的心，但心里却希望这不是假的。凡知道蓉喜欢自己（常逮到她看着自己笑着）也觉得蓉是挺可爱的，对她也蛮有好感，但就是放不下自己的自尊，去搞一个什么告白。当凡看到鹿和蓉走在一块儿，心里很不是滋味，看到鹿拥抱着蓉，心里更是纠结。到底会如何呢？凡终于受不了了。她不是喜欢自己吗？那为什么？！放学，走道蓉的桌边，约她在操场后的亭子见面，打算问个究竟。蓉告诉凡，其实那只是一个假相。但就在这时，鹿出现了。两个大男生，怒视着彼此。。。
这小故事…
是在一个高中学院。
不知怎么的，从第一眼见到他开始,一看到他,那颗不听话的心总会扑通扑通的跳着,心情也能瞬间变得晴朗，弄得自己也会不好意思。蓉站在巴士站的一个角落，怯怯地注视着他。
他总是在别人面前酷酷的,一副不理会别人的样子。只要他经过正沸腾的欢笑,欢笑就会即刻停止,换眼睛代班,目光贴在他身上。他总散发着一种高高在上气质，让人瞬间感到自己愚昧的他，就是学校的校草
--- 凡。
心里很高兴他能与自己同班,但幸好不是同桌,要不然可能会因为精神紧绷而窒息也说不定。上课时,不听话的眼睛总会想要看他看多几眼,痴痴地看着他专注的样子,心也会乐地跳动,双颊通红通红的…
蓉的同桌，鹿，也一直看在眼里，无可奈何地摇头叹气，故意叹大声点儿，逗逗蓉。
“[叹]有人啊，真的没救了。。。”鹿摇着头，低声地说着，低着头写着笔记。
蓉发现鹿说的是自己，嘟起嘴，把头埋进笔记本里，死命的抄着。。。被逮个正着了啊。。。好丢脸。。。而且还没得还嘴，真是的。。。心里想着，眉毛都纠在一块儿了。。。
下课的钟响了，凡是第一个踏出校门的，还来不及收拾的蓉，只能嘴巴半张着，看着他消失在走廊的背影。
蓉和鹿像往常一样，踏着沿着小溪的路回家。鹿看着看似心事重重的蓉，笑了。
“你笑什么啊？”蓉用奇异的眼光看着鹿，是看到什么好笑的东西了吗？
“你的秘密穿帮乐哟。。。”鹿逗着蓉，“你可以再明显一些，哈哈！我都知道了小姑娘 ~ 那个凡。。。”
“喂！你小声点儿！”蓉匆忙地捂住鹿的嘴，小脑袋往四周围探着。
“我是要说，那个凡是哒啦啦的小女生最近有很注意自己的形象噢~”鹿把蓉的手拿下后笑道，故意把 “凡”这个字说得大声点。
“有吗？”荣下意识地摸了摸今天帮的辫子，羞怯地笑着。。。那，他也注意到了吗？
“你不好奇他的想法吗？。。。要我帮忙吗？我倒是有一个不错的方法，与其你在这儿发花痴，还不如行动看看，探探他的心啊。”鹿阻住脚步问到，双手帅气的插进裤袋，还把头往后抛，头发，被扫到脑袋的一边。。。
“帮什么啊？不。需。要。”蓉说道，继续往家的路上走，心里确实特别的好奇，在他眼里的自己是怎样的呢？但一想到他那高高在上的样子和自己朴素的样子之间的差距，也就只能叹气。他应该是一点都不知道我的存在吧。。。
晚上，蓉的脑里满是问号，翻来覆去睡不着。。。
隔天在学校，想着想着，终于止不住好奇心，转身面向鹿。“你怎么个帮法？”蓉问到，与鹿差点儿就要撞上了。
“什么？。。。”鹿被这个突如其来的问题感到莫名其妙。回过神时，“你真想知道？”鹿问。哇。昨天还理直气壮的。蓉点了点头，但以不确定的眼神看着鹿。
“做我的女朋友。”鹿低声地说道，双眼认真地看着蓉，双臂把蓉包围了。
蓉被这个莫名其妙的话吓着了，瞪大眼睛看着鹿，好长一段时间说不出话来，灵魂飘了似的。
“你说什么啊！”回过身的蓉使劲儿地把鹿推开。
原来她是这样的反应。。。鹿心里想着，心里满不是滋味。定了神后，往蓉的脸庞靠近，轻声地说道：“是假的，我们假装在一起，看看凡他有什么反应。我从国中认识他，他属于那种想要就到得到的类型。这么一来，你就能试探他到底对你怎样了。如果他没反应，那你也只能放弃了。”
蓉一怔。
“呵~ 不过这次，我怎么有十足的把握呢？真奇怪。”鹿笑道，轻轻地在蓉的头发上吻了一下。“我的宝贝虚幻女友。”
蓉的脸立刻通红，虽然这只是演戏，但怎么感觉都还是怪怪的。
“走吧。”鹿伸出胳膊，示意让蓉领着。蓉看着鹿的样子，笑了一声，假装无可奈何的配合。两人大大方方的走着笑声在走廊回荡着。
谁料到，这一幕都被在对座二楼的凡看见。感觉心里被掏空了似的。尤其是那个吻，更让凡受不了。
又过了漫长的一天，下课了，凡走到融的桌边，面无表情地说：“班主任让我们俩到操场后的亭子见他。放学后。四点半。”说毕，转身走出教室，好像什么都没发生。容愣愣地看着走出可是的凡，耸了耸肩。
蓉到了亭子，没看见班主任，只看见凡认真地站在角落。“老师还没来吗？”蓉随口问道，装作若无其事地坐下。
“老师没来。其事是我有话想问你。”凡又摆出了以往的那个的姿态。蓉的心在那瞬间几乎停止了跳动。他这个语气。。。是生气吗？
“你。。。是在跟鹿交往吗？”凡的眼神突然充满了火药味，他的直接也让蓉措手不及。天啊，该怎么回答？
“啊，哦。。。”蓉好不容易发出了声音。奇怪，喉咙好像有什么卡住了，又干又难受啊。。。
蓉突然觉得很荒谬，很莫名其妙。他这个殿下，什么时候在乎身边的人了啊？再说，现在是什么情况啊？“很好笑呐，现在是什么情况啊，我跟谁交往关你什么事啊？”蓉说道，心里觉得，越想越奇怪，这个人的王子病还真得不轻呢。我到底是喜欢他那一点了哦。
“我。。。！”凡的声音卡住了。我现在是在干吗啊？
蓉看着凡冷酷的表情，但不知道其实他的心里有多么的慌乱。算了吧。游戏就这样结束吧。这样下去好累。其实现在已不太确定自己到底是不是真正的喜不喜欢他了。。。
“其事。。。”蓉正要说，却被后面的声音打断了。
“其实我们是在一起的，只是从来没告诉过你，你应该也不在乎，不是吗？”鹿出现了。
“鹿！你。。。”蓉不知道现在是什么情况。。。
两个男生，怒视着彼此。。。夹在中间的蓉，第一次感到一股火药般的热气正沸腾着。。。
-第一篇 -- 结
哈哈！还好吗？故事该如何发展下去呢？
如果有建议的话，可以到我的tumblr 留言哟~@ meows-creamylove.tumblr.com
期待下一片哟~
2014年1月3日
2014年1月1日
2014
新的一年，开始了。
虽然只是代表了地球完成了他的旋转。。。
我的旋转呢？
2 0 1 4 年。。。
新的一年，新的开始。
该面对总该面对吧。。。
希望，在开始时总是饱满的。
希望希望，
不要成为落空的影子。。。
新的一年，努力吧！
虽然只是代表了地球完成了他的旋转。。。
我的旋转呢？
2 0 1 4 年。。。
新的一年，新的开始。
该面对总该面对吧。。。
希望，在开始时总是饱满的。
希望希望，
不要成为落空的影子。。。
新的一年，努力吧！
2013年12月22日
2013年11月29日
我，有哪个能力吗？
以前，人家问我，改次长大想当什么？
以前，老师们要我写下，我的志愿。
对于这个问题，我一直都没有过真正的梦想。
从小，妈妈一直让我朝伟大的志愿努力，希望我以后能当个医生，护士，律师，老师什么的。当时对未来没有特别的梦想的我，也就这样的顺从，好吧，长大后就当个医生什么的好了。在《我的志愿》就写下了这个母亲希望的志愿，努力的读书。
因为母亲对自己的期待，我长大了，慢慢发现自己的喜好，慢慢发现自己的梦想。但是一直都不敢说出来，就算是有时不小心地说了出来，也当开玩笑地盖过。
直到现在，我问我自己，我的梦想实际吗？有可能吗？其实，我心里知道，我这个不可能得到赞同的梦想，因为好多原因，使它变的好遥远。
写到这里，竟然有蟑螂来访。还跑到神台。
多亏有它吧，我的思绪暂时被转移。。。
爸爸把它放生了。
我会有勇气追求这个也许不可能的梦吗？
说了大半天。
我的梦是什么呀？也许在读这篇日记的你会问。
我希望，在明年，在新加坡考完A水准，出外打工，存钱，飞往韩国实现当歌手的梦想。从小学参加华乐团，中学到现在参加合唱团的我，对音乐算是有些缘分。
我知道我唱歌的技巧不如那些专业歌手那么的叫人傻眼，我的长相也一般一般。
但我第一次有了很想追求的梦想。。。
今天，算是认真地告诉母亲自己的梦想。可想而知，母亲显得特别失望。从小，母亲一直想要我将来长大，能找到一份让人羡慕的工作，能赚很多钱的工作。我也没表示任何异议，因为以前真地对未来没有特别的期待。。。只想过一天算一天。
现在的我，正在认真地思考着。。。
我的未来，是要做自己没乐趣的工作吗？
还是试着挑战自己的极限，试着追求这个看似不可能的梦。。。
看着那些韩国的歌手，偶像团体，我不禁佩服，他们能够实现自己的梦想。。。
虽然不容易。。。
也好羡慕他们的才华。。。
有时看了他们，回头看看镜子里的自己，只能叹气。。。
梦想毕竟是个梦，现实毕竟是现实，母亲是这么说的。。。
但是，我可以试试看，把这个梦想转为现实吗？
我害怕，害怕自己会放弃这个梦。
就好像许多文学作品里的主角，想要得到梦想，但因为许多因素，现实超越了梦想。。。
我，会像他们一样，同一个下场吗？我不敢想。。。
以前，老师们要我写下，我的志愿。
对于这个问题，我一直都没有过真正的梦想。
从小，妈妈一直让我朝伟大的志愿努力，希望我以后能当个医生，护士，律师，老师什么的。当时对未来没有特别的梦想的我，也就这样的顺从，好吧，长大后就当个医生什么的好了。在《我的志愿》就写下了这个母亲希望的志愿，努力的读书。
因为母亲对自己的期待，我长大了，慢慢发现自己的喜好，慢慢发现自己的梦想。但是一直都不敢说出来，就算是有时不小心地说了出来，也当开玩笑地盖过。
直到现在，我问我自己，我的梦想实际吗？有可能吗？其实，我心里知道，我这个不可能得到赞同的梦想，因为好多原因，使它变的好遥远。
写到这里，竟然有蟑螂来访。还跑到神台。
多亏有它吧，我的思绪暂时被转移。。。
爸爸把它放生了。
我会有勇气追求这个也许不可能的梦吗？
说了大半天。
我的梦是什么呀？也许在读这篇日记的你会问。
我希望，在明年，在新加坡考完A水准，出外打工，存钱，飞往韩国实现当歌手的梦想。从小学参加华乐团，中学到现在参加合唱团的我，对音乐算是有些缘分。
我知道我唱歌的技巧不如那些专业歌手那么的叫人傻眼，我的长相也一般一般。
但我第一次有了很想追求的梦想。。。
今天，算是认真地告诉母亲自己的梦想。可想而知，母亲显得特别失望。从小，母亲一直想要我将来长大，能找到一份让人羡慕的工作，能赚很多钱的工作。我也没表示任何异议，因为以前真地对未来没有特别的期待。。。只想过一天算一天。
现在的我，正在认真地思考着。。。
我的未来，是要做自己没乐趣的工作吗？
还是试着挑战自己的极限，试着追求这个看似不可能的梦。。。
看着那些韩国的歌手，偶像团体，我不禁佩服，他们能够实现自己的梦想。。。
虽然不容易。。。
也好羡慕他们的才华。。。
有时看了他们，回头看看镜子里的自己，只能叹气。。。
梦想毕竟是个梦，现实毕竟是现实，母亲是这么说的。。。
但是，我可以试试看，把这个梦想转为现实吗？
我害怕，害怕自己会放弃这个梦。
就好像许多文学作品里的主角，想要得到梦想，但因为许多因素，现实超越了梦想。。。
我，会像他们一样，同一个下场吗？我不敢想。。。
2013年9月7日
SLP-last day ART CAMP
Today...
In the morning...
bathed, went to school with my hair wet. On the bus, tried to read AOI. Suddenly realised I forgot to bring rubber band. SHIT. Reached ~5min late<(wth is wrong with me, starting to be late these few days...) tried to run. luckily not many were there yet. Borrowed pink/red rubber band from Narelle to tie up my hair(Thankyou Narelle!)
Setting up...
In the PAC, arranged tables so it looks cosy. Grabbed benches from the canteen on my own(I gained muscles lol.) Started folding origami. Francis came running over to ask how to fold the stupid plane. The instuctions were seriously unclear kay. Meddled with the stupid paper for a while, got pissed and tossed it to Jia Qi. LOL. And after a while she managed to almost complete the plane. I flattened it some more and it's finally done. dumped both the stupid plane and book at francis. (WHAT KIND OF STUPID INSTRUCTIONS IS THAT? Fold down and fold in the edges? what?)
Realisation...
Chloe : OMG!? It starts at 1pm?!?!
Me : *shrug (wth, I thought you planned this?)
Relaxing...
Mr Foo : Have y'all eaten?
Me : You mean lunch? No I haven't
Mr Foo : Have to eat leh. You know today is not going end that early eh?
Me : #sadgirlwithhungrystomach (looks with pitiful eyes) how ah?(looks at watch)
Mr Foo : nvm, y'all stay here. I go buy. What y'all want to eat?
Me : Omg Thank you Mr Foo!!!
someone : Mc Donalds?
Me : Ohoh! Mc Chicken!! Paper anyone? write down!
LOL (thank you MR FOO! I'll pay you nxt week!)
Waiting...
folded some other stuff and lined the table with them.
MissWang : The food is here. Go to the canteen, don't eat here. you've got 5min to eat and come back.
(O.O.. :'( Misswang... can you twist the rule a bit for now :((( )
Stuffed fries into my and drank 1/2 of the sprite. (I am high on sprite~ ooohh~~)
Magali...
Finally the person incharged of Very Special Arts(VSA) came. She is a french woman. didn't like her. dont think she liked us either(so what. I don't care)
Talked to us and told us about the background of the children coming.
blah... need 2 to go to the guard house to pick the children and parents
mag : Tell them to come to the PAC. Tell them to pay or they don't get anything.
me : (walao. sound like loan shark.)
Children are here!
Finally, the children arrived slowly one by one and Mag was sounding really angsty as she allocated the buddies. Paired me up with my kid. I was a little shy/awkward(so do first meetings...)
Magali : Quick. I don't have the time for you to be shy and everything. Take her and go.
WTH< I almost typed F.
HOW CAN YOU EXPECT ME TO NOT BE AWKWARD. SRRY LORH I AM NOT LIKE YOU. ITS ME. I NEED THE TIME TO BOND. I AM NOT A REACTIVE METAL THAT REACTS WITH ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING.
Forget it.
Getting to know you...
Sat down with my kid, Vivian. I didn't know whether she feels awkward or didn't like me at first... she was looking everywhere but me. :( #unlikedsadgirl
Vivian draws on the fulscap her abstract form of a monster in a swimming pool which she them points out that it was Bryan. LOL haha. SOMEHOW, she noticed Xiulin at the table behind and kept turning around. Start to draw another person, Xiulin.
Vivan : That girl in orange specs very pretty.
Me : #heartdrops Oh. Ok :) eh Xiulin! she say you very pretty.
Then what about me? She prettier than me is it? #givessadface
Vivian : No lah. She very pretty. You also pretty.
AND FINALLY SHE TALKS TO ME.
Taught her to fold the frog... she played with the frog like any 10-year-old would,then she ran to xiulin and sat beside her to show xiulin the frog.
did some stuff there, we took out food for them but was scolded by mag.
kay I understand, there's time for work and for food.
Narelle had to leave halfway cuz of her injured fingers.
Vivian asked me why did Narelle injure herself.
Cuz she played ball and the ball hit her too hard...
Then you must tell her to be careful and dont injure herself.
oh, ok. sure
(vivian~)
next target : Julian
Why Narelle injure her hand?
You must not let her injure herself kay?
(:D Ok)
After origami< quite failed somehow, we took the kids up to wash their hands (THE TOILET WAS DAMN DARK)
(vivian, I am sorry but I dont know how to turn them on and who can turn them on)
JiaQi's kid...
Joyceline< I think. has ADHD. couldnt control her at first and she was lying on the floor, refusing to get up. magali was so stern.. :(
Now I know why the kids don't like you.
When we were washing our hands, Joyceline played with the tap meant for the hose, getting both herself and the floor wet. JiaQi sounded like a mother, telling her not to play with the tap and go wash her hands turning off the tap everytime she ons it. I tried to help.
Me : holds the tap in the switched off state. No. Don't play with the tap. You are all wet already.
Joyceline finally decides to stop with the tap. and runs out of the toilet.
Me : Joyceline, don't run!
At the staircase to go back down, Joyceline suddenly grabbed my hand to hold hands. I was surprised and happy at the same time. lol (I was fierce to you just now wasnt I?)
Vivian saw it and she frowned a little (Spots it immediately)
Me : Come Vivian, hold my hand too, we go down together.
The minute I got Vivian's hand, Joyceline wanted to let go and run down the stairs, told her to slow down. surprisingly she listened to me :)
ok. this is getting long isnt it.
Cupcake deco...
Helped Vivan to squeez a "V" onto the cupcake. green Icing. and white icing around the rim. Choc and rainbow rice on top. Not proffessional but.. Beautiful.
The children had lots of fun in this section. After all, it was their most anticipated activity, isn't it?
BUT. I add a BIG BUT here.
Joyceline emptied the rest of the chocolate rice onto the plate and everywhere. OMG... >< Luckily, snack time came. I told someone to take care of vivian and ran to find a broom to clear the mess the kids made :/
I RAN TO TWO TOILETS KAY? NO BROOM. only mop.
ran to the canteen. spots cleaner uncle... *lightbulb lights up.
ran back to the PAC with the broom.
starts sweeping as the children ate.
Me : FRANCis! (I literally screamed when he stepped onto the choc. rice on the floor.)
Misswang : Francis, can you step aside for yongfong to sweep? and can you be a gentleman and help her?
Francis : goes away
Julian came, I was exhausted so I passed the broom to him for a while when he offered to help. (sweeps in an awkward position. typical guy.)
Snatches back the broom. nvm. I sweep.
offers to hold the dustpan.
nvm. I very hard to sweep like that.
then I continued sweeping.
haiz.
T-shirt painting...
Vivian mixed white and pink and got her fav. colour-- PINK. (I secretly like pink too)
drew herself... Narelle, Winnie, Xiulin and me :) so sweet.
Ravin's kid is little Joshua. He is so cute. lol. drawing his "wei wei korhkorh" on the shirt and writing "I love ravin" soo sweet... Ravin let Vivian draw a dot on his face lol. and Joshua somehow chocked. fed him his water and he got blue paint on my hand lol. XD.. Julian say he did it on purpose lol. nvm lah. I spreaded the lump of paint into a heart shape. and then Joshua wanted to draw on my hand. Ok no prob. go on. He wrote "love" on my arm XD so cute! after that we put the shirts aside to dry... :)
Ravin asked Joshua if I looked like Pikachu, he looked at me for a while and said no. YAY another one onmy side!
After painting...
took Vivian around the school compound hand-in-hand. ahh~ feels so good.
sorry Vivian if I lied to you about anywhere that we are not supposed to go. :(
Vivian : Spots our Patrick house leader, Aaron. What that khorkhor doing here.
Me : (how would I know? erm..) Er. Khorkhor have lessons so he need to come for lessons(made that up on the spot) :/ let's go back :)
Keshvin and his princess who is the closest to god.
HAHA! this was the funniest and one of the sweetest ever lol. I swear they were as if they knew each other forever. like a daddy running after and playing with his daughter. XD though I didn't see it but there was a photo of her standing in front of the statue of Mother Mary for 20 min, doing some actions as if she was communication with Her. It sounded so cute. Keshvin had to carry her backto get her back into the PAC lol. The scary part was this. As she stood in front of Mother Mary, she suddenly shouted "M!" O.o
Freetime...
Vivian dragged Xiulin somewhere so I had to accompany Xiulin's kid< erm not really, for a while, Ming. She is much taller than me so... yah. #the shortie is intimidated by the tall one. lol ;D. She didn't want to go for a walk so she sat. and suddenly stood up. I followed her. Suddenly, she threw her arms around me and pulled herself closer. #freakedoutandsuprisedgirl don't know how to react. put my arms around her too, pat her. We pulled each other. and double hi-five x?? lol. XD
Ending...
After Ming left. without a hug :( I went back to find Vivian, spotting her shredding newspaper. I joined in. throws confetti up yay~~
Julian comes with a broom
Vivian : still can play one..
J :(oh ok I get it, one person's rubbish is another person's treasure) lol?!
Viv. loved Winnie's Minnie Hat.
lolz
After reflections circle time...
(not really worth writing yeah.)
End. of art camp
everyone went to the basket ball court, including Mr Foo.
Left with JQ carrying Malini and XL's bags.
JQ : where are they? (start calling)
Me : maybe they're at the piano. (hears the piano upstairs)
JQ : (go toilet)
Me : runs upstairs. IWASRIGHT. XD
we sat for a while, and decided to go to the grandstand watch our class.
I wanted to watch them so badly somehow...lol
so, we went, and julian dragged me and malini by the wrist to play with the class and next, JQ. lol.
basket ball.. group confusion.
IDK the situation.
Che Yeung : Someone need to come here. Aiya Yongfong come here.
ok lol. I don't know how to play basketball.
so I was just floatin around.
played frisbee with malini and switched to scoring goals in the basket.
keshvin scared malini with the insect and the bottle cap.
lol
Played with the roller with Siewmay, pushing the rainwater into the drain. So heavy.. but it's fun~
XL,JQ,malini and I went for dinner at longjohns. except, only JQ ordered, malini and XL ordered from burger king and I ate my mcchicken from the afternoon.
lol 3 VS 1 and we are sitting at longjohns. LOL
malini thought clementi was red lne.. lol.
In the morning...
bathed, went to school with my hair wet. On the bus, tried to read AOI. Suddenly realised I forgot to bring rubber band. SHIT. Reached ~5min late<(wth is wrong with me, starting to be late these few days...) tried to run. luckily not many were there yet. Borrowed pink/red rubber band from Narelle to tie up my hair(Thankyou Narelle!)
Setting up...
In the PAC, arranged tables so it looks cosy. Grabbed benches from the canteen on my own(I gained muscles lol.) Started folding origami. Francis came running over to ask how to fold the stupid plane. The instuctions were seriously unclear kay. Meddled with the stupid paper for a while, got pissed and tossed it to Jia Qi. LOL. And after a while she managed to almost complete the plane. I flattened it some more and it's finally done. dumped both the stupid plane and book at francis. (WHAT KIND OF STUPID INSTRUCTIONS IS THAT? Fold down and fold in the edges? what?)
Realisation...
Chloe : OMG!? It starts at 1pm?!?!
Me : *shrug (wth, I thought you planned this?)
Relaxing...
Mr Foo : Have y'all eaten?
Me : You mean lunch? No I haven't
Mr Foo : Have to eat leh. You know today is not going end that early eh?
Me : #sadgirlwithhungrystomach (looks with pitiful eyes) how ah?(looks at watch)
Mr Foo : nvm, y'all stay here. I go buy. What y'all want to eat?
Me : Omg Thank you Mr Foo!!!
someone : Mc Donalds?
Me : Ohoh! Mc Chicken!! Paper anyone? write down!
LOL (thank you MR FOO! I'll pay you nxt week!)
Waiting...
folded some other stuff and lined the table with them.
MissWang : The food is here. Go to the canteen, don't eat here. you've got 5min to eat and come back.
(O.O.. :'( Misswang... can you twist the rule a bit for now :((( )
Stuffed fries into my and drank 1/2 of the sprite. (I am high on sprite~ ooohh~~)
Magali...
Finally the person incharged of Very Special Arts(VSA) came. She is a french woman. didn't like her. dont think she liked us either(so what. I don't care)
Talked to us and told us about the background of the children coming.
blah... need 2 to go to the guard house to pick the children and parents
mag : Tell them to come to the PAC. Tell them to pay or they don't get anything.
me : (walao. sound like loan shark.)
Children are here!
Finally, the children arrived slowly one by one and Mag was sounding really angsty as she allocated the buddies. Paired me up with my kid. I was a little shy/awkward(so do first meetings...)
Magali : Quick. I don't have the time for you to be shy and everything. Take her and go.
WTH< I almost typed F.
HOW CAN YOU EXPECT ME TO NOT BE AWKWARD. SRRY LORH I AM NOT LIKE YOU. ITS ME. I NEED THE TIME TO BOND. I AM NOT A REACTIVE METAL THAT REACTS WITH ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING.
Forget it.
Getting to know you...
Sat down with my kid, Vivian. I didn't know whether she feels awkward or didn't like me at first... she was looking everywhere but me. :( #unlikedsadgirl
Vivian draws on the fulscap her abstract form of a monster in a swimming pool which she them points out that it was Bryan. LOL haha. SOMEHOW, she noticed Xiulin at the table behind and kept turning around. Start to draw another person, Xiulin.
Vivan : That girl in orange specs very pretty.
Me : #heartdrops Oh. Ok :) eh Xiulin! she say you very pretty.
Then what about me? She prettier than me is it? #givessadface
Vivian : No lah. She very pretty. You also pretty.
AND FINALLY SHE TALKS TO ME.
Taught her to fold the frog... she played with the frog like any 10-year-old would,then she ran to xiulin and sat beside her to show xiulin the frog.
did some stuff there, we took out food for them but was scolded by mag.
kay I understand, there's time for work and for food.
Narelle had to leave halfway cuz of her injured fingers.
Vivian asked me why did Narelle injure herself.
Cuz she played ball and the ball hit her too hard...
Then you must tell her to be careful and dont injure herself.
oh, ok. sure
(vivian~)
next target : Julian
Why Narelle injure her hand?
You must not let her injure herself kay?
(:D Ok)
After origami< quite failed somehow, we took the kids up to wash their hands (THE TOILET WAS DAMN DARK)
(vivian, I am sorry but I dont know how to turn them on and who can turn them on)
JiaQi's kid...
Joyceline< I think. has ADHD. couldnt control her at first and she was lying on the floor, refusing to get up. magali was so stern.. :(
Now I know why the kids don't like you.
When we were washing our hands, Joyceline played with the tap meant for the hose, getting both herself and the floor wet. JiaQi sounded like a mother, telling her not to play with the tap and go wash her hands turning off the tap everytime she ons it. I tried to help.
Me : holds the tap in the switched off state. No. Don't play with the tap. You are all wet already.
Joyceline finally decides to stop with the tap. and runs out of the toilet.
Me : Joyceline, don't run!
At the staircase to go back down, Joyceline suddenly grabbed my hand to hold hands. I was surprised and happy at the same time. lol (I was fierce to you just now wasnt I?)
Vivian saw it and she frowned a little (Spots it immediately)
Me : Come Vivian, hold my hand too, we go down together.
The minute I got Vivian's hand, Joyceline wanted to let go and run down the stairs, told her to slow down. surprisingly she listened to me :)
ok. this is getting long isnt it.
Cupcake deco...
Helped Vivan to squeez a "V" onto the cupcake. green Icing. and white icing around the rim. Choc and rainbow rice on top. Not proffessional but.. Beautiful.
The children had lots of fun in this section. After all, it was their most anticipated activity, isn't it?
BUT. I add a BIG BUT here.
Joyceline emptied the rest of the chocolate rice onto the plate and everywhere. OMG... >< Luckily, snack time came. I told someone to take care of vivian and ran to find a broom to clear the mess the kids made :/
I RAN TO TWO TOILETS KAY? NO BROOM. only mop.
ran to the canteen. spots cleaner uncle... *lightbulb lights up.
ran back to the PAC with the broom.
starts sweeping as the children ate.
Me : FRANCis! (I literally screamed when he stepped onto the choc. rice on the floor.)
Misswang : Francis, can you step aside for yongfong to sweep? and can you be a gentleman and help her?
Francis : goes away
Julian came, I was exhausted so I passed the broom to him for a while when he offered to help. (sweeps in an awkward position. typical guy.)
Snatches back the broom. nvm. I sweep.
offers to hold the dustpan.
nvm. I very hard to sweep like that.
then I continued sweeping.
haiz.
T-shirt painting...
Vivian mixed white and pink and got her fav. colour-- PINK. (I secretly like pink too)
drew herself... Narelle, Winnie, Xiulin and me :) so sweet.
Ravin asked Joshua if I looked like Pikachu, he looked at me for a while and said no. YAY another one onmy side!
After painting...
took Vivian around the school compound hand-in-hand. ahh~ feels so good.
sorry Vivian if I lied to you about anywhere that we are not supposed to go. :(
Vivian : Spots our Patrick house leader, Aaron. What that khorkhor doing here.
Me : (how would I know? erm..) Er. Khorkhor have lessons so he need to come for lessons(made that up on the spot) :/ let's go back :)
Keshvin and his princess who is the closest to god.
HAHA! this was the funniest and one of the sweetest ever lol. I swear they were as if they knew each other forever. like a daddy running after and playing with his daughter. XD though I didn't see it but there was a photo of her standing in front of the statue of Mother Mary for 20 min, doing some actions as if she was communication with Her. It sounded so cute. Keshvin had to carry her backto get her back into the PAC lol. The scary part was this. As she stood in front of Mother Mary, she suddenly shouted "M!" O.o
Freetime...
Vivian dragged Xiulin somewhere so I had to accompany Xiulin's kid< erm not really, for a while, Ming. She is much taller than me so... yah. #the shortie is intimidated by the tall one. lol ;D. She didn't want to go for a walk so she sat. and suddenly stood up. I followed her. Suddenly, she threw her arms around me and pulled herself closer. #freakedoutandsuprisedgirl don't know how to react. put my arms around her too, pat her. We pulled each other. and double hi-five x?? lol. XD
Ending...
After Ming left. without a hug :( I went back to find Vivian, spotting her shredding newspaper. I joined in. throws confetti up yay~~
Julian comes with a broom
Vivian : still can play one..
J :(oh ok I get it, one person's rubbish is another person's treasure) lol?!
Viv. loved Winnie's Minnie Hat.
lolz
After reflections circle time...
(not really worth writing yeah.)
End. of art camp
everyone went to the basket ball court, including Mr Foo.
Left with JQ carrying Malini and XL's bags.
JQ : where are they? (start calling)
Me : maybe they're at the piano. (hears the piano upstairs)
JQ : (go toilet)
Me : runs upstairs. IWASRIGHT. XD
we sat for a while, and decided to go to the grandstand watch our class.
I wanted to watch them so badly somehow...lol
so, we went, and julian dragged me and malini by the wrist to play with the class and next, JQ. lol.
basket ball.. group confusion.
IDK the situation.
Che Yeung : Someone need to come here. Aiya Yongfong come here.
ok lol. I don't know how to play basketball.
so I was just floatin around.
played frisbee with malini and switched to scoring goals in the basket.
keshvin scared malini with the insect and the bottle cap.
lol
Played with the roller with Siewmay, pushing the rainwater into the drain. So heavy.. but it's fun~
XL,JQ,malini and I went for dinner at longjohns. except, only JQ ordered, malini and XL ordered from burger king and I ate my mcchicken from the afternoon.
lol 3 VS 1 and we are sitting at longjohns. LOL
malini thought clementi was red lne.. lol.
2013年8月24日
2013年8月9日
2013年2月16日
truthfully
To tell the truth, I much prefer my OG than the class I am in now...
:(
Its really frustrating...
Our class is so split up that we are not even comparable to a tour group.
especially when there is so much admin stuff to do and everyone just
doesn't care, only thinks of playing...
I have no idea why I am caring... getting stressed up as a result. :/
:(
Its really frustrating...
Our class is so split up that we are not even comparable to a tour group.
especially when there is so much admin stuff to do and everyone just
doesn't care, only thinks of playing...
I have no idea why I am caring... getting stressed up as a result. :/
2013年1月31日
心情有点乱
有好多朋友都进了义安理工学院。。。
也有好多人进了很不错的初级学院。。。
我，也不知道自己进了怎样的初级学院。。。
新的学校，新的环境，新的面孔，新的风气
新的同学，新的桌椅，新的一切、一切。。。
我是个怕生的人，我不喜欢新的环境，
尤其是遇见新的面孔，不想再去认识新的人。
不喜欢自我介绍，不喜欢受人注目，最好是不要看见我。。。
我不喜欢被人评语，因为怕受打击
我不喜欢依赖人，因为会变脆弱
我不喜欢跟人说话，因为。。。
害怕别人看到自己悲哀的内心世界
我不知道，有人说，
听天命的人，是不会有梦想的人
不信天命的人，会不知所福。
我好累。
我真的好想哭。。。
也有好多人进了很不错的初级学院。。。
我，也不知道自己进了怎样的初级学院。。。
新的学校，新的环境，新的面孔，新的风气
新的同学，新的桌椅，新的一切、一切。。。
我是个怕生的人，我不喜欢新的环境，
尤其是遇见新的面孔，不想再去认识新的人。
不喜欢自我介绍，不喜欢受人注目，最好是不要看见我。。。
我不喜欢被人评语，因为怕受打击
我不喜欢依赖人，因为会变脆弱
我不喜欢跟人说话，因为。。。
害怕别人看到自己悲哀的内心世界
我不知道，有人说，
听天命的人，是不会有梦想的人
不信天命的人，会不知所福。
我好累。
我真的好想哭。。。
2013年1月25日
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